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[ASH SKYE TAYLORS]

| used to get it in your fishnets, |

| now you only get it in your nightdress |

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It was a quiet day, almost nice out even, if only Ash wasn’t in a bad mood. Usually she could be calm and sarcastic and deal with people but she had just gotten a text from and old fling that really hurt her, it sent her mood spiralling down ward. Why couldn’t her past just leave her alone? Ash knew she was a guy, she knew she could never get rid of that but Ash was a girl. Thanks to that stupid text it made everything she put behind her resurface. Remember when you told me you were a dude and I made you prove it? I just realized with that thing you’ll never be a girl. Ash bet he thought it was soooooo funny. It was guys like him that made Ash want to burn his house down in the middle of the night. She had already deleted the text and she needed to get out of the school yard before she blew someone up.

Walking to the park was peaceful and it actually did calm Ash down. Lucky for her there were a lot of cute guys, and girls, out today. Ash was glad she remembered to do her hair and makeup before she left. She may have been sarcastic but that didn’t mean she couldn’t look, and look good at the same time. Ash Knew her dad was not happy with this, especially considering he still called her Ashton instead of Ashley like she had asked. It was like he went out of his way to bring his son back. Ashton had died to make room for Ashley, now there was only Ashley. The two could no coexist.

Ash ahd her iPod plugged in and she was listening to an Escape the Fate song from when Ronnie was still in the band. Ronnie had the voice of an angel and Ash wished she could sing like him. Ash found a nice bench to sit one where she could just sit back, relax and try to forget about the dick who texted her. He was the reason for all her sarcasm, for her walls to be put up. It was sad but he had really hurt Ash and Ash never wanted to experience that kind of Pain again. It was worse than the guilt she felt about her brothers health issues. Ash may have acted tough but she wasn’t nearly half as strong as she made herself out to be

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